Hello.
I live in SD and currently a sophomore at SDSCPA. I play violin and I'm trying to teach myself piano and guitar. I like Harry Potter, Avatar: The Last Airbender, The Hunger Games, and many other things. That's all I can think of right now, k byee :D
Hello, Kai here
I haven’t had the time to go online for a while mainly because of school. From now on, I’m going to try to update as frequently as possible whenever I have spare time.
Jealousy
I know that it isn’t good, but I can’t seem to help it. Yes, you have your friends and I have my own, it’s just so hard to not wonder about you, what you’re talking about, or if you like that person more than me. When someone makes you smile, when someone hugs you, or even when they can make you agree with them, I hate to say that it makes me jealous..
I want to be the one who makes you smile the most. I want it to be me who’s on your mind most of the time. I want you to spend most of your time with me..
I shouldn’t think this way, it’s bad to be selfish..
Seriously
You shouldn’t let people treat you the way that girl treats you. She’s your friend, but who treats friends the way she treats you? It make me angry whenever she punches you or uses vulgar language to you or around you. I can’t take it sometimes, but I don’t stand up for you, which is something I desperately need to do and soon. I don’t do it because I don’t want to seem clingy, jealous, or overprotective; you have your own friends just like I have my own..
I wish…
..I had the guts to go up to you and confess everything.
..I could finally say “I like you”.
..I could be able to reach over and hold your hand whenever I felt like I needed to.
I just wish for the day I can finally call you mine..
You want to keep her?
Don’t ignore her. Don’t neglect her. Trust her and also reassure her than she can trust you too. Try even harder when you finally get her. Communicate and compromise with her. Take heart into doing the little things. You’re not going to keep a good thing unless you work for it.
(via shelbylovexo)
Thoughts
I’m not afraid of rejection, I’m afraid of the possibility that she will stop talking to me because of my feelings.
Unfortunately, this is why I can’t tell her how I feel
